Oh, the pain, the pain of it all....

I am so sick and tired of this world...not just my life, but the world I live in, with the hassles that it entails regardless of the circumstances of life, and the time spent dealing with them, just to maintain those circumstances.

That's very much part of my depression, I think. At times I value the world I live in so little, that it seems almost pointless to make any effort to maintain my situation in it. (And of course the other times I do value it but the effort of achieving what I value seems so overwhelming as to be futile).